Where to start? Ok... so i went to the ePPDA competition in the Rakan Muda Complex near Assunta Hospital (sorry Ray) ... we got 4th... not bad compared to Tanis who went out for 3 days for practice and didn't even get thru zone level!!! Then there was that business about being in the bus for 4 hours!!! 4!!! so tired.... so so tired.... then i had to skip BM tuition
At least Novel didn't go to school... had someone to chat with during the insane wait... sarcasms abound... no one else was available to chat not that i care anyways
Had the weirdest dream last night... I dreamt of something i can't remember what... but i remember running away somewhere with her hand in hand... it was so real that i could swore i felt it with my very own skin ... then i woke up and i was happy for a bit... til my mind kicked in and screamed, "it was a goddamned dream!!!! " imagine my disappointment... i think i cried...
think about it... it's just totally impossible she would return my affections... couple that with the fact i am too afraid to confess makes it worse
I played SA again... i'm not touching it til the holidays... no practice means all i do is feed... the EMK guys don't even respect me... should leave them instead and join some other squad when i reach Diamond rank
Laters,
Lex
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