I am everything that I have

Posting

2011-11-27T22:28:00.001+08:00

Yeah, this post is just a post. If you noticed this post, then congratulations, you're not blind.

Regards

Lex

FML

2011-02-18T00:15:00.003+08:00

7 long painful and brain straining hours working on my java assignment down the drain after my NetBeans decided to just crash... no warning it just happened. Worst part was, it took the entire source files with it bloody hell! And the assignment is due today... I'm crying deep down inside now... I can't bear with this, all that work gone just like that. A harsh lesson learnt.

Regards

Lex

Hahahahaha...

2010-09-22T18:08:00.003+08:00

Max as usual was acting stupid.... the other day he was saying he could roundhouse kick my head in the CAE in self-defense while I was holding his leg, so I let him and as you expect.... hilarity ensues. He swung around to kick me and I pushed his leg away and with both legs in the air, our dear friend gravity steps in and delivered a healthy dose of hurt with the guy falling out in mid air.

Also, he cannot play C&C: Generals... we had to restart our game because he didn't build any supply centers to collect money and after that he even built it on the other side of his base away from the supply pile after we restarted. ... sigh

Music test coming tomorrow.... so gonna die....

Regards,

Lex

WOOOHOOO!!!

2010-09-16T22:12:00.003+08:00

Was called back to Kajang by my grandpa yesterday so I wondered what the big fuss was about. Turns out, I am shortlisted for Washington and Lee University's Johnson Scholarship! That's right, a full scholarship inclusive of tuition, room and board ammounting to, should I said it? 50 grand per annum!. If only I got it would really relieve the financial burden on my family... so better get cracking on my application ASAP.

Regards,

Lex

I hate meetings....

2010-09-15T14:45:00.002+08:00

Actually I hate what happened before the meeting. I woke up on the wrong side of the bed, then fell off the bed, my body parts are not in order. If I cough, my head not throat will hurt. My left side is totally numb... that totally sucks.

Felt like crap most of the day until I took some Panadol.... damn stress wei...

And the funny thing, I discovered we could play Command & Conquer: Generals multiplayer via INTI's wireless.... funny thing.

Now still in the meeting, and feel less like crap atm.

Regards,

Lex

Break's over

2010-09-12T23:43:00.002+08:00

Well, after a week of Raya break it's time to go back to class.

Yesterday drove back to Bahau. 3 hours of continuous driving (jam mostly) makes it the longest journey I've ever driven and not a single scratch on the car! HAH!

Oh and today was eventful, not because I'm back in Kajang but the fact that my aunt's house in Bahau received a visitor in the form of a small cobra! *shudders* Well, after much gassing and beating, safe to say that we killed it before it could really do any damage.

Now need to go get some rest. My internal clock is royally screwed from sleeping after 4am every night. Will keep this place more updated now I guess.

Regards,

Lex

Wake me up when September ends...

2010-09-11T03:25:00.003+08:00

A lot has been going on lately, matters of the heart, mind, body and soul. Now I'm in semester 3 at INTI and a lot has happened these 9 month I was here. I met a lot of great people, some assholes (no mistake there) and a whole bunch of the most wonderful, caring, fun, exciting, lovable people that I feel so honored to call my friends. Also it's been rather sad that some of the people I've met have left for their "Chapter 2" in the USA as Ms. Khor puts it. Guess I'll see them again sometime.

Now it seems that I'm finally getting some attention over in college. Need someone to design something? You know who to call. Haha. Not that I have that much time anyways but then again I can't let people down now! Certainly different coming from someone who didn't like doing work for people just over a year ago. And that got me my positions as the Co-Creative Head of Design in the Editorial Board and Head of Publicity (Graphical) for the INTI Society of Performing Arts.

Speaking of SPA, I don't know why but my inner performer is demanding a chance to reveal himself. After years of being an introvert, something is changing inside of me... fate or just mere whims, idk.

This pictures says a lot about myself...

Time to sign off, I should update more regularly so anyone who would like to peer into my life and thoughts can enjoy themselves with a free novel.

Note to self, get to sleep early.

Regards,

Lex

Weird dreams

2010-07-04T22:23:00.002+08:00

I had a dream the other night, I dreamed of an angel who had her wings clipped. She was so sad when she saw the other angels flying. I guess she just wanted to fly again.

Having said this, I thought and felt a pang of remorse in myself. It reminded me of someone and myself as well.

Regards,

Lex

Hello :D

2010-06-06T19:17:00.001+08:00

I'm back with too much to say. So I'll just leave it.

Regards,

Lex

Long time coming

2010-02-24T18:38:00.003+08:00

exUpdated after a while...

College life is a blast! Made a bunch of new friends, but I still haven't forgotten those back in Kajang and Bangi. Classes are going smoothly, I feel I like it more than the UK system.

So I'll just leave now with this meaning of roses thingy:

-1 Rose Love at the first sight; you are the one

- 2 Roses Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another

- 3 Roses I love you

- 6 Roses I wanna be yours

- 7 Roses I'm infatuated with you

- 9 Roses An Eternal love, together as long as we live

- 10 Roses You are perfect
- 11 Roses You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life
- 12 Roses Be my steady
- 13 Roses Secret Admirer
- 15 Roses I am truly sorry, please forgive me
- 20 Roses Believe me, I am sincere towards you
- 21 Roses I am devoted to you
- 24 Roses Can't stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday
- 33 Roses Saying "I love you" with great affection
- 36 Roses I will remember our romantic moments
- 40 Roses My love for you is genuine
- 50 Roses Regretless love, this is
- 99 Roses I will love you for as long as I live
- 100 Roses Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age
- 101 Roses You are my one and only love
- 108 Roses Please marry me!
- 365 Roses Can't stop thinking about you, each and everyday
- 999 Roses Everlasting and Eternal love

-KiKiLicious- ASF The Backyard

Regards,

Lex

Start of something new

2010-01-11T03:04:00.002+08:00

I'm back from Beijing... I totally give up on writing how my experience was... you can ask me though.

So It's 3am and I need to go to class tomorrow! That's right! Starting college just after holiday! WTF!!!! Better turn in for the night.

Lex

Au revoire 2009, accueil 2010~

2010-01-01T01:13:00.002+08:00

The year 2009 has past, let's welcome 2010 with open arms!

Was playing squad battle with Darius's squad just now... too bad the server had to crash. Blessing in disguise though since we were kinda losing.

So now, only 7 hours before I fly off to Beijing, better get some rest.

Regards,

Lex

2009-12-26T23:22:00.000+08:00

Today is Boxing Day and also my grandma's 100th day of passing. A happy occasional apparently as everyone was wearing bright colours. Nothing much to do now, internet is kinda capped at GPRS speed in Bahau and this lappy is junk for gaming... haihz

Waiting for someone to talk to... getting really boring here now

Lex

College

2009-12-21T20:51:00.003+08:00

Great new... I just got enrolled into INTI Subang for the American Degree Transfer Program... yay wtf...

Semester begins on 4th Jan (still in China!!!!) so I'll only be going on the 12th. Will have to leave home and stay at granduncle's place too... imma miss my gaming PC (woo)

Joyce and Megat seemed very thrilled I'll be going there since it's near their homes. Ashley almost freaked when she saw I was going to INTI cuz she'll be going there too, too bad it's not the same INTI since she's in Penang.

On the other hand, Go Green Party was awesome! I had a really great time there! Thanks you guys for a great night!

Now, been gaming a lot til the wee hours lately, mostly playing Left 4 Dead 2. Still bugging Novel to get her copy soon... haha... doubt she will anyway

Regards,

Lex

Driving and cooking??!

2009-12-16T19:35:00.002+08:00

Nowadays, with the holidays, being after SPM and everything... I feel really really free....

So grandparents decided to throw me into driving class... funny thing, how many people you would meet at the center. I met Calyne, Vignaa, Euganesh, Gordon (haven't seen him in a while) there.

Then my grandma also started me on some cooking lessons with her every evening... I daresay it's going on quite good since no one is in hospital yet...

Over on the gaming side, life seems much much more interesting ever since I met Ashley and joined Ashes. On the flip side, Relic is screwing with the with CoH:OF's patch and ijji's Reactor is giving me major headaches.

Do pay Ashes. a visit: ashessea.blogspot.com

Lex

Good riddance pain in the ass~

2009-12-08T20:34:00.001+08:00

Yay~ SPM is no more~ hahahaha

Going nuts now... playing like hell~ whee~~~

Update

2009-12-07T21:18:00.004+08:00

So tomorrow's the big day... the final exam papers for SPM... freedom after that (not to mention a freaking huge party)... I don't think I can sleep tonight...

After that, might be planning to go to MidValley on Thursday... not sure yet... but I need to buy some @Cash ASAP!

Oh yea, dad is trying to get me to stay with him in Beijing.... paying me 2k RMB a month til I get into college... but without access to SASEA and a decent gaming rig... I'm as good as dead.

This Saturday will be the start of my driving lessons... (yay~)

Almost there....

2009-12-02T10:45:00.001+08:00

2 more subjects before SPM's finish.... can't wait for it

My tech blog is up, visit lexstechspot.blogspot.com for more info.

And I'm going off to Beijing on New Year's Day. Wooopeee...

SPM!!!

2009-11-19T19:08:00.001+08:00

It's here!!! The thing i've been studying (sort of) for years is finally here!!!

BM was fine...

Sej was better than i thought...

Eng was meh...

Tomorrow's EST... can't wait

Now i can go burn my old revision books... lol

Dusty

2009-11-10T16:04:00.003+08:00

Well it's been a long time since i updated my blog ... i see cobwebs around the place ... lol

So here's a short rundown of everything:

Grandma passed away a couple of weeks back, quite bittersweet thing for us since we all miss her but at the same time we were glad she didn't have to suffer from cancer anymore...

At the same time, i also received news of my appointment as an AsiaSoft Games Forum Moderator... whoopee~ interview + signing after SPM

Bought some new DDR2-800 Corsair Gaming RAM... feel kinda ripped off since DDR2 is rising in price... damnit

Trial exams came and went, got my results... 5A, 1B, 3C, 1E... not bad but not that good either... least it's still enough to get me into college

So Jeff tried his hand at OCing the other day... nearly blew his PC... hohoho

These several days have been spending a lot of time with Novel and the others in the Bilik Seni instead of class... guess it was either class being too noisy til i prefer sitting in public view using my iPod doing revision...

SPM is a few more days away... i should feel worried... but somehow i feel totally relaxed... is this the calm before the storm? idk...

Of holidays and overclocks

2009-09-27T18:31:00.002+08:00

Holidays were boring... nothing much to do but melt my brains with Facebooking, games, TV and other stuff... went to JB to visit my mum's relatives... almost everyone was there for a family gathering because my grandma is sick...

Been at Uncle Keat's place fixing his PC... from what was supposed to be a PSU failure turned out to me a mobo frying... so the arrangement to replace his aging P4 is to use my PD since I got the extra mobo. Which means I got a new CPU :D

So I've been OCing the CPU (Pentium Dual Core E6300) from it's stock of 2.8GHz to roughly 3.6GHz now and it still shows no signs of roofing! Heck I might even make it to 3.8GHz just on that stock cooler at this rate!

Now I'm here wondering what to do about the slideshow... Eliza needs to see something tomorrow and since my dad took the laptop with all the stuff in it, progress has stagnated D:

Lex

Foooyoh!

2009-09-06T20:08:00.002+08:00

Soooo stuffed.... went to a Ramadhan Bazaar just now and bought a pack of nasi tomato and a 2 yes 2 big packs of drinks.... so drowning now in liquids -.-

Trials were so so.... think i did pretty well.... hopefully. 6 papers down but another 16 more to go over 20 ish days.... oh the humanity!!

I have started work as tech support assistantin the AsiaSoft Forums... nothing better to do i guess than help people... gives me a warm fuzzy feeling everytime

Gotta go, still bloated

Lex

Holidays, trials and everything in between

2009-08-26T03:18:00.002+08:00

Haven't updated my blog in a while... whoopee i'm here now

As you might or might not know, my trials are next week so i'm kinda busy preparing for it... so much to study so little time.....

On monday there was a physics bengkel... went there and sat at the back... only heard some noise from the front... resisted the urge to yell "stop mumbling up there" to the guy so we played Bomberman Multiplayer on FZY's multiple PSPs... Then yesterday there was bio class with Noor Zehan... bio can be considered my best science subject now... so not much point going over it...

After class went to Novel's to tune her new guitar... quite nice save for the dent in the front panel... she's complaining bout a lack of strap holder for it too... won't matter much to her anyway, it's not like she's gonna use it much.

Then went to McD for lunch... imagine my surprse when i saw the amount of malays there... wth

Aren't they supposed to be fasting?!?!

Anyways, the best thing that happened if you guys must know is when the school flag got burned. Not kidding here! It seriously got burned by who else but Afiq... he got suspended for a few days and got 3 days counseling... lucky bastard

Gotta go, it's getting late

Lex

Full Metal Jacket

2009-07-22T16:10:00.002+08:00

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why am i so happy? that's cuz i just joined FMJ Malaysia. Yes, you heard me right, FMJ|Asiasoft.MY aka best SA and CS team in Malaysia has opened their ranks to me!

And then nothing much to say now, still in cloud 9 cuz of this

Lex

Correction?

2009-07-11T01:18:00.002+08:00

Due to a certain Maddie's nagging, i am supposed to say X-Plodetes did really well considering their routine was changed at 6am on Day 2 of Cheer 09 after their members suffered injuries the day before.... Hope you're happy now Mad =/

Lex

Cheer and more

2009-07-09T21:24:00.002+08:00

So i went to Cheer 09 after Jac sorta dragged me to go... it's ok don't get me wrong, i did manage to see a lot of hotties there... X-Plodetes did kinda okay to me... sad for their tower though... but it was a nice time being there and in the atmosphere

This week much to do til i almost forgot to blog, this week everyone is busy getting ready for Hari Koko.... like i care that much if i wasn't head of comp club and we had to do the cyber cafe for them... lame much zzzz

Then was calling the stupid members to come for meeting, screw them all like wood.... put on notice board only like 8 of us attended.... Thank you Novel, TZS, Sadira, Syarbini, Ashi, Aziz and Harith for being there.

Now I need to finish up some exercise papers before turning in for the night, have a good evening.

Lex

H1N1?

2009-06-23T21:51:00.002+08:00

So yea... got word that Convent Primary and Yu Hua had suspected H1N1 cases... guess if that doesn't close the schools then I believe that the people running the State Ed Dept are idiots for not taking action

Lights out

Lex

School torture sessions

2009-06-21T19:37:00.003+08:00

So tired now... holidays are over and i need to face the fact that SPM is not getting any further. School is really driving me down to the ground now... tormented much

My exam results are doing ok except for add maths ( no surpirse there) and BIO!!!!! I failed bio!!!! that's just wrong in so many ways... Hopefully it won't happen again... i just missed it by 1 mark!!!! nevermind... forget it

Next month should be getting the results of my interview... i so want to go to Australia or Italy or even China.. hahaha

Gotta go soon... night might be young but i still got work to do

Lex

Sweet!

2009-06-18T00:03:00.003+08:00

Had mah picture taken today for various societies and clubs... picture day duh...

Then as promised Azra's sis busted the 3 of us out of school at 11.30.. slightly later than we would like cuz we had to stay a bit longer for the photo sessions and we then wasted some time in Azra's place while waiting for her to do her hair...

Went for the interview somewhere in Shah Alam and met Ash there... pleasant surprise. Had a great time there, Eugene the volunteer from last year was there and he remembers me. Awesomeness... Interview was quite okay this year... quite hopeful for a place to Australia or Italy.

The best part was we didn't have to find our way home. Azra's mum was kind enough to take us back to Novel's place. Imagine what would happen if we took a cab (the horror). I stayed at Novel's for half an hour... ate some curry chicken before going... lol lucky it was just white meat mostly.

Got back home around 7.45 and was rushing to get ready for Mathi's tuition at 8... got there just in time... living opposite your tuition teacher has it's merits. I slept in class though.... haha

Having a killer stomachache now due to that curry chicken... or gastric... can't tell which.... passing out soon

Lex

An update

2009-06-16T22:42:00.002+08:00

Had picture taken for school mag today. Was kinda nice to skip class for a bit. Tomorrow will be a bit tiring... Azra's sis will bust us out of school and then we'll be sent off to the AFS interview somewhere in Shah Alam... so wish me luck for my interview...

PS - Calyne seemed thrilled with the gift. =D

Lex

Today

2009-06-07T23:12:00.002+08:00

I went to bed at 5am... huhu mum nearly killed me

Then i got up at 11.30 and got a cold shower before going to Low Yat. Was gonna buy some RAM but the guy said there was compatibility issues with the new and old RAM *gasp* so i ended up not buying that memory...

Instead i went to All IT and to my delight i found them selling Samsung YP-S2 for onlt RM59!!! I bought 1 for Calyne since it's her b'day and it's been years ever since i got her something

Almost 11.30 now, time to hit the sack

Lex

Future?

2009-06-05T23:04:00.004+08:00

I have fallen in love... with a song, not a person if that's what you're thinking

Below is the song in fact, listening to it makes me think of what will happen to everyone i meet thus far... the point of our lives where we forge different paths towards tomorrow... for better or worse we will not know

Holiday update

2009-06-05T00:22:00.002+08:00

Into the first week of holidays and i been going back to school everyday for extra classes... Its not bad don't get me wrong but i can find better reasons not to go and stay at home. Novel came for bio though she didn't have to... surprise, surprise~

So EMK finally has a first team consisting of me, Razer, Infinity, Ming, Curry and Kryptonie... Ma was supposed to be in it but he quit. Before leaving he said he only trusted us for this job so i guess we'll have to make good on his trust.

Novel is playing SA atm... not as bad as i though... least she is getting positive k/d

Calyne's b'day is coming, need to get her a present asap... been holding it off for almost 7 years now

On a side note, i haven't been getting enough sleep... think i might crash in front of mah PC again

Lex

Lazy

2009-05-30T20:03:00.002+08:00

Well, holidays have officially started and i have no idea what to do... maybe go play some games dunno...

Pic up there is me in my paparazzi outfir for Teacher's Day

Lex

Exam!!!!

2009-05-20T18:49:00.003+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel so tired nowadays with all these exam... i sleep at 11, wake at 4, study til 6.30 go to school and exam... 3 weeks somemore wanna die...

So besides exams this week nothing important really happened... making fun of Joyce on fb, posting stuff on SA forums, watch videos and study.. no big

Gtg, tuition later and still haven't showered

Lex

2009-05-15T23:50:00.003+08:00

~Friday~ ahhh

I know it's late and saturday is in a few minutes time but i felt like i needed to blog this....

Exam was fine but i woke up late this morning... she woke my up instead of the other way around.... complained that no one woke her at 4 although i was supposed to... then the exam... oh god why?!?! of all the things why must it be watak dinamik?!!?!?! nevermind that... then chem was easier than i expected... hopefully be scoring some good marks there

Went on SA again... went to squad battle and won! I topped the table with 20 kills, the rest were quite pleased... makes me feel welcomed again but our squad ranking dropped 2 to 16... guess we'll be working overtime to fix that

Pic on top is me during the ePPDA thingy~

Getting late, time to sleep... laters

Lex

Tuesday business

2009-05-12T20:11:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to talk about today, study and study as usual

Lex

Sunday Blues

2009-05-10T19:36:00.001+08:00

Missed half my day today... went to see my grandma in hospital... so on the way i went to buy some @cash for SA... i feel like a cash whore again ._.

Got home and i promptly went to buy the cash skins and the rifle package. Really thrilled to use a TRG-21 again... that scout training helped a lot with my quick shots.

Now i need to get off and go for dinner

Laters,

Lex

Finally!

2009-05-07T19:46:00.004+08:00

Managed to get some internet time today... so much to blog about...

Where to start? Ok... so i went to the ePPDA competition in the Rakan Muda Complex near Assunta Hospital (sorry Ray) ... we got 4th... not bad compared to Tanis who went out for 3 days for practice and didn't even get thru zone level!!! Then there was that business about being in the bus for 4 hours!!! 4!!! so tired.... so so tired.... then i had to skip BM tuition

At least Novel didn't go to school... had someone to chat with during the insane wait... sarcasms abound... no one else was available to chat not that i care anyways

Had the weirdest dream last night... I dreamt of something i can't remember what... but i remember running away somewhere with her hand in hand... it was so real that i could swore i felt it with my very own skin ... then i woke up and i was happy for a bit... til my mind kicked in and screamed, "it was a goddamned dream!!!! " imagine my disappointment... i think i cried...

think about it... it's just totally impossible she would return my affections... couple that with the fact i am too afraid to confess makes it worse

I played SA again... i'm not touching it til the holidays... no practice means all i do is feed... the EMK guys don't even respect me... should leave them instead and join some other squad when i reach Diamond rank

Laters,

Lex

An update to my life

2009-04-16T18:39:00.003+08:00

This is one of the pics i recovered from mah trash... apparently they were goofing off when i was away...

Oh well, better keep it for memories anyway... won't see them again after this year

School mural

Someone vandalised the mural Vlad and JHyun painted for Miracle 05... Pn Nurul broke down, En Hanafi was furious, screwed us boys for being cowards.... teachers were in states of anger and shock... students mostly clueless if not a bit saddened... it was a nice mural...

Afiq however was laughing and joking about it... he's not normal anymore... surely not the guy i met in form 1.... we suspect he might have vandalised it... i didn't have proof but Hais and El smart mouthed to the teacher (which El proudly states I don't think Afiq did it, I know he did it) and now they're worrying about what will happen if Afiq finds out it was them that ratted on him.... see it's good to keep quite at least for now...

Whoever did it is most likely angry at the school or not totally sane.... and most likely a malay as usual...

Lex

Last weekend

2009-04-14T17:25:00.006+08:00

Well, was in cineleisure last weekend and i saw this new mobo for cheaps.... mum came over and bought it for me (thx a lot mum)

So i went home and fixed it up right away.... major prob time, everything's in place but for some reason it won't stay on for more than 20 secs ._. so i opened up my case and put the side panel on the floor (this part i hate)

Checked it up and found the CPU heat fan wasn't properly attached F5!!! gawd... fixed it up properly.... took me 2 hours then i stepped on the corner of the side panel.... foot now bleeds like hell 0_o"

So i fixed it and still no use... called mum to get her IT guy to fix it... need to wait til Sat to do it... sien... til then can't touch it for fear of frying some stuff (like i care much bout the chip)

So i whacked it a while then it managed to run for a while... so i took the chance to overclock it to 3.3GHz from stock 2.8 ^_^

Now i tried it again today... !shock! it won't even go into XP load page.... what to do... need to wait til Sat to fix it so have to use mah lame laptop for everything!!! Man playing Sudden Attack is so hard on the stupid x3100 accelerator...

On a lighter note, Novel started playing SA after much convincing =)
Lex

School

2009-04-10T22:47:00.001+08:00

School is the usual drag.... studying, finishing up last minute stuff, helping teachers.... sometimes i wonder what i got myself into when i became class monitor... crap them all

Been bringing my laptop around to school for the past few days, been playing DoW and CS in class when the teacher was out, mostly doing my district level anti drug presentation too... discovered the school's wireless is screwed much

Ammar and the gang's been oplaying with the webcam... took a bunch of pics when i was gone and reset my desktop background.... imagine my frustration =/

SO.... here's a pic of me which is going in the presentation up there... neatly photoshopped to look presentable naturally... wakakaka

Lex

2009-04-10T21:28:00.000+08:00

So I start a new blog... What's new?
These blogs are beyond me to maintain everytime (sadface)

most likely be rotting in a few weeks